As Usual..

Hi! Firstly, I would like to give my gratitude to Allah that I was able to reach my 19th year of life yesterday.. Alhamdulillah.. Thank you to both my parents for turning myself to who I am now.. I also would like to thank my friends who celebrate my birthday and wishing me.. Thank you for cheering my special day.. My last year of "belasan" before turning to "puluhan" next year.. Huhhhh.. I can't believe I'm 19 already.. But I think it's okay.. 19 is still young what?? hahahaha.. 

There's only one thing that I felt spoil my birthday.. 

As usual, I was thinking whether he would wish me happy birthday this year.. And as usual he did what he used to do.. He didn't wish me.. He simply wouldn't bother anything about me.. Well, that's my absolute impression of him.. What other reason would it be?? He's too busy with something.. Bullshit!!!! Is it so difficult to remember someone's birthday?? Especially when that someone is someone you consider as your friend.. To be frank, I was sad and disappointed again and again.. Even worse I'm mad with my own self.. Why can't I get over him?? Get over with all the stupid false wishes and hopes.. I can't let this happen anymore.. Falling hard until I'm shattered.. Damn you dumb prick!!!! Pray hard that I'll get over him soon.. Please cooperate my dear mind and heart.. Stop this shit already..