Hidden Obsessions..

A Mermaid 

This entry is specially made because of my obsession towards mermaids. Mermaid or commonly known as Duyung by us is a creature which I found fascinating. I love mermaid since I was small, due to watching Disney's show The Little Mermaid. Then, I watch a movie Aquamarine which was acted by Sarah Paxton. A mermaid is a mythological aquatic creature with a female human head and torso and the tail of a fish. Mermaids are represented broadly in folklore, literature and popular culture. Mermaid was told to be luring the sailors to the sea using their sweet voice. But, there are some views saying that mermaids squeez the life out of drowning men while attempting to rescue them.

Nyi Roro Kidul in Javanese culture

Mermaid is one of my favourite mythical creature because they are beautiful, shows femininity and at the same time mysterious. I find that mermaid history exist in many culture. In ancient Greek culture they are called as Sirens. While, in Japan they were known as Ningyo. Whereas for the Javanese believe that the southern beach in Java is a home of a Javanese mermaid queen Nyi Roro Kidul. It is said that one should not wear green coloured garments near the sea. This because it is the Queen's favourite colour and most probably she will drown the person who wears her favourite colour.

A beautiful mermaid.

I'm totally obsessed with mermaid.. Sometimes I wish I could be a mermaid.. ahahaha.. Can breath underwater and swimming gracefully in the sultry abyss of the sea.  ^ ^

I believe that mermaid exist and if they was merely a myth, I still wish that they exists in this world. Probably it's just that they didn't show themselves often to us humans. You know what are the nature of humans. One second they are nice and then only God can tell what they done. There's a lot for us to explore under the sea. I think these mermaids live in the deepest part of the ocean. That's why we can't find them.    

Maiden of the sea.

A graceful mermaid.. :)

People First Impression on Myself..

First thing that I think would come into their mind is that I'm a serious person... Hurrmmmm, I wonder why they think that way.. Does it have something to do with my facial expressions??? I've asked few my of my classmates and they answered that it is because of your looks.. I also don't know how to define their view of my looks.. Do I look like a lioness or what?? *sigh..

Maybe because I rarely speak with someone that I'm not use to be with.. Besides, if the person that I just met doesn't speak much.. I find that if I speak too much to them they would be annoyed by my questions.. Me myself would feel annoyed if someone that I just met asks too question especially private questions.. I also may think that he or she is a busybody or a stalker.. hahahaha.. 

The truth is I'm a person that easily get along with anyone as long as the person's attitude is not getting on my nerves .. But, I believe that my personalities make others see the other way round.. It's ok.. It's alright because I love to be myself.. I'm the one and only.. There's no other person that exactly the same as myself.. 

However, I wish that I would learn how to improve my personality to help me get along easily with others.. :)

This is me.. 

The one and only.. Peace!!

Freedom 2 write..

This is where I write n would let go any kind of situations, experiences n feelings that that I have felt.. I would write about whatever that I think suit.. Most probably I would use offensive words whenever I want to.. So, no offense and if u dont like to read my entry, I would be glad if u just click X n get lost.. TQVM..

BTW I'm BTW..
By The Way I'm Born This Way..

Finally I have my own Blog.. hahaha

I can't believe that I finally have my own blog after managing to survive in this world for 18 years.. Sounds like a dummy eh?? hahaha.. It's not that I'm computer illiterate but I just dont feel like want to write in a blog.. I prefer to write in a diary because I like the slight pain after writing for a long period... Just call me wierd or anything u want but this is ME..

SYAHIRAH AISYAH BT MOHD NUH..