I am glad that I have not confess my feelings and be in a relationship with him.. There are few things that I've learnt from this experience.. First, never easily fall in love with someone.. Unless, you see that he is truly sincere and put a lot of effort to win your heart.. Second, make sure before you start a relationship that special someone really appreciates you.. I think this the most important aspect to look at.. It is useless to be with someone who always hurt your feelings.. I believe every girls dream to have a guy who would be the one who protect them and never hurt them whether physically and mentally..
I sometimes feel hatred spreads within me whenever I think about him.. I really don't care anymore.. I don't want to see him or contact with him for now.. I want to let him know that I'm angry and frustrated with his actions.. I promise myself never fall for someone who doesn't appreciate me.. Currently, the person that makes me feel unappreciated is him..
I know he probably can't read this.. However, I still wants to write this message..
I give up on you already.. So, please never ever giving me any idea of you are interested in me.. All the time I was able to be patience to you.. But, now I rather be someone who is selfish and cold.. That's all because for my own sake..
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